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hello dear diary,
this is me, Urny.I came to this earth around 20 yrs ago on a vacation from my planet Saturn.
I was so very excited...It was so heavenly here...
everything so simple and clear.
I was happy going to school, teachers taught, i learnt. I made friends i like.we shared everything, books, assignments,smiles, giggles, trusts,fights, problems, fears, tears...
I lived the moment i was in.
I did what i like,i tried,i succeeded, i failed,i tried again!
everybody was happy when i was happy and sad when i was.
I had so many good things in my life here.
But as i grew up, i have started losing those good things gradually.
Things are no more simple but complex.
Nothing is easy, one wrong step, u are trapped, cannot move ahead! the failure sticks like a parasite..both ecto- n endo-....n u fail, fail n fail again.Its so difficult. Nothing like true success.
Friends... made of two words..'fri-(day)' n 'end'. see, things are simple , if we take them like as they have just words no feelings anymore. Friends are mere contacts ..that too the only thing to share!!
Everything is just oral..'.m' never preceds it.
I think my eyesight is growing blurry too, nothing is clear.
'Accept' comes before 'expect' only in dictionaries.
People see in the mirror and try n try n try to remove the spot from the mirror...but in vain!
They donot live in today but in either of the other two days (yesterday and tomorrow).
They wanna know every 'him' ,every 'her' but not the one 'I'!??
they judge everyone they see... writing this dear diary i feel i am becoming human too.
I expect from others,I criticize,i am unable to trust anyone,i hurt others, become angry, i am unable to forgive, i m so bad! i am so 'human'!
My host here on this planet tells me this is a transient phase, plzz....i donot want to turn in(a)human completely....
Please God help me...do send Willy again...not with the time machine but with a space machine this time. I thank u for a wonderful vacation..but its getting too long...wanna be back alone at saturn...where i may rest in peace.
Oh poor Urny... dont evn think of packing ur bags. This world of ours has more to offer. Have u not heard of mood swings~ human psyche? Quiet naturally, u r becoming one, congratulations ;)
ReplyDeleteHoney Urny, d phase wil pass soon. Keep ur eyes open, sweet smiles will return n so will joys. Enjoy d see-saw.
dear farheen, thnk u ...u r a really good host but..thres a diffrnce bw climate n weather.
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ReplyDeletehey its not like dat everything is bad in being human coz there r smthngs in life u can get only if u r a human being as the feeling of friendship ,d feeling of forgiveness ,d feeling of being cared ,d feeling to care for someone .and all above it is ur GOD who hv send u here and there shd b a reason 4 it .so dnt think dat u r so bad .remember life is a rollercoaster .it turns u only when u want to stop .......... its my line .so KEEP ROLLING .GOOD TIME IS JUST AT UR DOOR
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ReplyDelete@kalpana......gud one doc sahiba..!!!!
ReplyDelete@urny.......things wll b simpler only if u take frnds as friends n not fri(day)+ends...!!!!u r simply mkng thngs complictd urself..being human is not being bad at all..!!!
ths whle pge of ur diary seems 2 be full of negativity i feel...!!!!
n as farheen baji sd jst enjoy d see saw honey urny..!!!!
@kalpna : i dont like loooong roller coaster rides!! see i just vomit here!
ReplyDelete@angry young hina : donot say u hvnt witnessd nethin like fri+ends n i m not like u keeping everything just inside...negativity...may be but truly felt!!
URNY!!
hey Ms/Mr.(m cnfusd coz i dnt knw d criteria 2 decide dat on SATURN) URNY.....first of all give ur brimming emotions a break right dere.n are u sure u wanna leave ???ur friendz are not like those of childhood z NOT TRUE...BUT D TRUTH Z DAT WEN U R SAYIN DAT U R UNABLE 2 FORGIVE...i feel dat frnz u r havin 2day r better then d previous ones bt d limits f expectations have increasd beyond infinite..i believe.TRY 2 LOOK THROUGH D EYEs F HOPE EVERYTHIN WL LOOK PURE N IN UR HANDZ... N I dnt think dat dere r only angels who reside dere where u wanna go n it seems a big truth here dat ur eyesight has gone down otherwise u cud have seen those small yet big happenings dat silently creep a thousands f time n make u smile...still if u wanna return den i dnt think tis too late coz saturn abi ek do saal agey hi pahuncha hoga.n i wanna thank on behalf of everyone here 4 spending ds SATURN SIZE vacation here.....kamna
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ReplyDeletethnk u fr d video...yes urny is still here...Willy hasnt appeared yet!
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Welcome to Saturn
heyy!! dats so kkoooolll!!thnks!!!
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temme...or ppl will thnk its me or my sis..as who else cn be as kool????
:D !!!
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ReplyDelete"glad" n "misss" ??? hw do day go 2gether?????
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